You Have To Figure This Out

"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks"

In this contemporary times, we can't just give our total trust to anyone else. Sometimes our very best friend would betray us because of other more important reasons. Reasons more important than friendship. Yes! friendship maybe just their second priority in life. But this blog isn't just about friendship but trust and doubt as well ( and some critics!). It's been a year and a month since i first met my schoolfellahs. At the beginning, people were just very friendly. Others were careful in their words and actions so that people may think that their decent( though their just pretending). I can still remember those fresh and innocent looks. Months passed, True colors starts to kickoff. If I were to distinguish their personality before and now, it's very obvious that they've changed a lot. But their are also few people who stayed as who they were when we first met. Moreover, I learned different secrets and different experiences. If I will rate my knowledge on my classmates' deepest darkest secrets.. i'll give myself nine. I can't say that all my classmates are eccentric people. Maybe in academic matters but when it's you mingle with them they're just the best pals your looking for. They had the loudest shouts and laughters when you share your jokes. On the other hand, our class is also split up by different bludgeons. Though other sections delineate our section as a unified section, we are also divided into groups/gatherings. There are those people whose favorite spot is the LIBRARY... so let us just call them the geeky budz. There is also a group whose spare-time activity (or Falco subbuteo) is boy watching or they're wasting the most of their time staring good-looking guys and I call them...the hussy lasses. There is also a group of distaff people which comprises a flake, a quietus, a friendly, and a favorable. Clue: their leader is the flake one. There is also a group of jeune fille who are very dumb that because of the silence of the members of these group, some of our classmates would think that they didn't exist ( just joking!). Actually, this group's members are mostly by nature silent-type people. I call this group as the Strange Mystics. This last group actually formed because they go home together everyday. This time this group is made up of different personalities. One thing in common is that they all love boys. And as if their world won't revolve without the boys. They called themselves the 13cnians( a chafe to my ears). Above all, this section had been a good section because if they weren't good, this section would have long been fall apart.

"And the days went by like paper in the wind. Everything changed, then changed again. It's hard to find a friend. It's hard to find a friend."

I say, " SO WHAT?!"

In the human world, every single individual has his/ her own principle. Whether it's atrocious or exceptional, each person depend on these criterions almost all the time on almost all their actions. But when there is a need for cooperation and uniformity, should they still have to follow these principles? People won't flaunt their negative auras if they are not forced to. Usually they are forced to outpour their antagonistic semblance because of embarassment or humiliation. And sometimes they become deceitful to cover up the feeling of being offended. (Reason? shame, i think!). Moreover, the interfusion of these different personas could engender war and in the minds of the optimist, good outcome could be if there is homogeneousness.
In my case, i believe that skull sessions is no different from practice sessions. Suggestions are very ok. But we should think also if these proffers could help in the group. And also sharing jokes is good but it becomes bad if you share it in the wrong place and time. This is why I made this blog. Because this is the only way I know how to express my anger to those people who don't want to cooperate in all our ground demonstration practices. Those people who are very sensitive. One scold will really affect them ( they then over react, so old fashion!) Including few members of the other group especially their choreo. I hate it when people made some back-fence talk about the way i teach them the routines. It's good if it's all positive but I think they are overreacting because of jealousy. I can really feel that he is really unconfy with all the routine i taught to my schoolfellahs. Because our group is better than theirs. I'll just let them do their stuff. It's not my lost! After all, I am a better dancer than them. SO WHAT!
There are also people that are grandiloquent though they're very conspicuous that they're just hiding their true feelings. They're the ones who treat you or even praise the way you do things like they really appreciate all your efforts ( so plastic). I maybe dull but I'm not stupid to see that they only cock-a-doodle-doo. And if there's one person who knows how to distinguish if my actions is right or wrong, there's no other but myself. All I can say, I am just doing my job. Beyond that, I don't care. The end.